Depression or is it a lack of value..

When I wake up every morning, I don't open the curtains..anymore. Instead I turn on two lights and yet, it feels dark inside. Am I depressed to see things this way or are these things around me stereotypes of depression. Maybe it could be both. But the fact that an idea of something can cast an impression on my mood makes me ask myself, "Why?". Is it because I'm weak or is it because im going crazy and slowly the words in my head have stopped working for me but are against me. Is this depression or am I just judging the matter far too deeply because I didn't get enough sleep last night? Its hard to say, maybe its both.

Everybody has problems.

As it has come to our general attention, everybody has problems. The purpose of a problem is to cause a person to be held in a situation where they are made to make a decision. A decision that could range from saying yes or no to a decision which may have multiple variables requiring the knowledge of infinite dimensions of reason. To my observation, I have come to notice that the more variables there are, the more sensitive the situation usually is and of course, with that in mind, the more dire the consequences of that decision. Its easy to make a decision, but the complexity comes in making the right one, or the wrong, whichever is to your liking.

The way a problem must be handled is with patience, the perspective of an eagle and with a calm attitude. There are times when time is not on your side and you must depend on instinct and instinctualy the decision that you make will mirror the decisions you have made in the past regardless of them being the right or the wrong choices, as it might occur to you once your out of that situation.

You can not fear the consequences of a decision because the moment you begin to do that, its already over. If it gets to you then all your decisions will be made based on your instincts hence stunting your growth.