Why does my head spin everytime I think about it? Why am I thinking so much about it? Why does this warm feeling make me uncomfortable? How do I win this fight without fighting or begging? Is this a battle of wits or is it too late? Hmm, these questions need answers but the only place I can find some resolve is in the comfort of her arms as she rests her head on another mans shoulder. Please just let it be all in my head. Im too ashamed to show how pathetic humans can really be but, am I that pathetic? Is it even pathetic? Whos the judge, because I need to have a word with him. I need to ask him a few questions.

The closer you get to adulthood immature, the less likely you are to reform. Enjoy your mistakes, accept them and move on. It doesn't matter if it pleases you to make those mistakes because if you keep making them, you will notice that it wont seem like a mistake anymore, it will become a "bad habit".