Tuesday, June 29, 2010

What about me?

At the very end of the game, there is a level where the boss is not a fire breathing dragon or an army of aliens trying to mutilate the planet, its just your own selfish ego. I want to be loved but I want greater things from love too. I want love to love me. I want to make love complete. Is there any way for me to hold on to this feeling forever because I haven't ever felt so miserable and vulnerable. It doesn't even matter if my walls fall because ive been naked before many times.
There is a sense of comfort in this nude form, I feel free, I feel like I belong. I feel like theres no other corner on the planet I would fit into as perfectly as I do here. The edges are smooth and the texture of the surface is soft. Around me are colors representing different moods but black is missing, black is not invited. Theres only room for two here and I wish we could dance forever.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Where do I go from here? Give me an objective, I need purpose again, I need reason.